Hi all,
It is icy in Iowa today, and with the shiny stuff on the
ground, I have found myself more reflective than usual….
It’s also be a rather lazy day for me, and as it’s gotten
rather late I’m beginning to lament my lack of creative action today.
You see, I am struggling to live a creative life. I have
multiple avenues and opportunities in my home to be so, and yet it is difficult
for me to make it happen.
I’ve tried it all, having schedule, giving myself rewards,
changing the way I think of myself, using others to hold me responsible.
Nothing has worked.
Schedules get too often disrupted. Rewards quickly escalate
to hedonism and laziness, becoming someone else is difficult to maintain. Using
others to sustain oneself only leads to bad, bad things.
But there’s hope. What it I convince myself that I must
create EVERY DAY, no matter how little, to not feel gross about life in general…..
It’s a strategy that works well with brushing my teeth… and eating…
It’s worth a shot!
With that, I have a script about Joey Grimaldi to write…
Waffles!
